so content, but so scared
Robert always makes me feel like I’m 12 because he’s so old
if you ever look at the person you’re with while they sleep and think “i’ve made a million mistakes in my life but choosing you wasn’t one of them”, then they’re the one
I want to be important to you. I don’t want to feel second to anyone. I don’t want to feel so insecure about myself. I don’t want to feel insecure in my own skin in general. I want to be confident. I want to be happy. I want to matter.
I just really adore your existence
do you know how difficult it is to feel secure in your looks and personality and overall self when absolutely no one has ever shown any interest in you whatsoever like yeah you shouldn’t base all of your self-confidence on other people but still there’s like always that irritating little voice inside of you that tells you that you’ve never been worth a second glance or getting to know for anyone and you can try to ignore it all you want but it’s still there